what does it all mean?!

Blogs..

places to vent, summarise, update and generally get your views out there... however huge or insignificant.

I've just read a random blog on symmetry.. call it paranoia or just instinct but it just feels so personal. It could be nothing, it could be everything.. i'm so confused right now, with everything.

I want to be a good man, do the right thing with my life.. love the people close to me and have the future that's been planned. I don't know if it's gone wrong.. if it is then i don't know where it's gone wrong..

I just don't know anything!

You know, writing this doesn't do anything to ease my concerns though, if i'm being honest.. i thought it might but i'm just so stressed.. my whole body is tense it's actually hard to type..

I don't do stress, everything is alright and i'm happy with that.. i don't know how to deal with stress...

why?